Kimmi’s Komments
How do you feel?
I do not feel good. I think I have a kidney infection. I
have a UTI and a yeast infection and I have allergies really bad. I am
miserable and want rub my eyes off.
Jessica-Ok, ya, so I guess we’re not holding back.
What changes are you experiencing?
Breasts are very sore and getting larger.
My son Cabhan said, “Mom, maybe the baby is blowing up
balloons and that’s what is making your boobs bigger”,
Jessica- “lol lol lol, I’m on the floor laughing”!!
My hips were getting quite large from the 2 cc's of
progesterone in olive oil (more like peanut butter) that I had to inject
everyday for the first trimester. OUCH!
How do your kids feel about you carrying Jessica’s baby?
They like to take care of me. They are tired of me being so tired all the time.
They give me hugs to see if they can still put their arms
around me.
They are very excited to have me be pregnant
Last night I was so miserable I asked them whom they would
go live with if I died?
I think they said Angie then Jessica then of course their
dad.
What do you crave?
Sleep
Nothing
Fruit
Carmel apples from kneaders
Chocolate dipped strawberries
I don’t crave Diet Dr. Pepper cherry anymore. That tastes gross.
Water only tastes good
Do you have morning sickness?
I have thrown up a good ten times. Sometimes Zofran helps me
not get so sick.
I got the stomach flu from Jessica, threw up constantly…yuck!
More sick at night
Very tired in the morning
How do people treat you?
They think I’m stupid and crazy.
Other people say I could never do that.
Many people ask me if I’m worried about when the baby comes
and not wanting to give it away. I tell them I’m in therapy weekly.
Most people are excited about it
How are the shots and meds?
They are done now.
I’m starting progesterone 1x a week to help prevent early
preterm labor
Are you nervous? Why?
Yes, I want a healthy baby. I want what I want and its hard
to turn it all over to God and accept his will.
Do you think it’s a boy or girl?
I’ve had dreams that it’s a girl but it was born early but
she still lived.
When are you due?
October 17 2013
Are you tired?
Yes all the time
Are you happy?
My kids would say no that I’m tired all the time and never
want to play anymore
Are you sad?
Um, I’m definitely more emotional and clingy and messy. I
let things go that I didn’t used to mostly because I’m so tired.
Would you do this for anyone else?
No. I could not do it for anyone else. I could never do it
if I knew that I would never see the baby again. Since I work with Jess, and I’m
her sister, I’ll get to see the baby all the time
How much do you love Jessica?
This should be common knowledge
How much do you love jay (he did this to you)
There are no words…lol
How is your life going?
Now that I’m starting the 2nd trimester hopefully
I should be feeling better. Yay!!
How can Jessica help you more?
Watch my kids
Let me sleep at work
Be nice to me
Take my kids to DL come with me
Jessica-“done and done”!
How can Jay help you?
Give me money…lol
Buy me food,(Its cheap and it feeds me, inside joke….lol)
He did my divorce for me and I’m so grateful for that!
When should we get maternity clothes?
Maybe next month
Where do you see yourself in three years?
Not pregnant
In school or done with school
Living happily ever after
Best
Selflessly being able to carry and grow a baby for my sister
who could not otherwise have a baby.
Worst
Losing the twins. I think about them everyday
Someone’s comment to me (Kim)
I just think anybody that has a baby now a day is selfish
because why would you bring a child into this world. I think that is so selfish
Kim says its selfish not to have one
Jessica- “The worst thing you can do to a child is deny them
birth”
What else would you like to tell people?
Pray everyday that this baby will be healthy
How does it feel carrying another person’s baby?
It’s definitely more stressful caring someone else’s baby.
It’s more pressure if something goes wrong. I feel responsible. Luckily, Jessica
doesn’t call me all the time to see what I’ve had to eat that day or what I
should and should not be doing. This helps me not be so stressed
How would you say your life has changed?
I watch everything that goes into my mouth, every move I
make…
It’s very different after losing the twins how much you are
aware of things and how much you appreciate things. I have a different frame of
mind because of losing the boys.
Jessica-“Thanks Kim, that interview went great”!
“You are amazing, and I love you very much”!!!
13 weeks
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